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Name: Kalyn
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Interests: photography, music, dancing, singing, existing, reading, writing, foreign films, anything french, eating vegan, shows, books, dvd's, cd's, words, friends, painting, drawing (sometimes), developing pictures, lips, organizing/organization, phone booths, learning hebrew, 1984, yoga/pilates, beauty, sensation, spelling, proper grammar, etymology, boys, art, my cats, herman (my fish), theology, exercising, addiction, why, being jewish, marilyn monroe, old films, vincent price, silence, leaving, dying, my bag 'o' magic, JESUS, curiosity, surgery, penis, cigarettes, life, curiosity, kissing, loneliness, love, infatuation, sense, moisturizer, horror, stillness, night, quiet, shoes, eyes, phobias, psychology, poetry, german, transparency, lights, glitter, gum, elephants, snakes, tattoos, piercings, coffee, tea, accents, candles, herbs, perfume, sleeping, learning/knowing things, tim burton, my hair, windows, beds, socks, philosophy, buddhism, war, stupidity, clocks, mind games, keys, lemons.
Expertise: hating you, of course.
Occupation: Student
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

I did not shut down my site. I could not do it. Instead, I made most of my past entries private. I probably won't be updating much anymore, so this is pretty much finished anyway.

I will leave you all with these:

"When the doors of perception are cleansed, man will see things as they are..." -William Blake

"For out of fear and need each religion is born, creeping into existence on the byways of reason." -Friedrich Nietzche


Friday, September 16, 2005

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Currently Listening
Abbey Road
By The Beatles
Octopus's Garden
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Friday, September 02, 2005

I would just like to say something about a subject which really infuriates me. There are so many people who are very opposed to abortion, yet none of them seem to understand HOW they can make it stop. They simply want to take away the rights of women by banning it when what they really need to do is make birth control more accessible to people. A lot of the people who are anti-abortion are also anti-contraceptive. Does that make any sense whatsoever? I do not think so at all. It does not matter how one may feel about abortion personally; it is about people's, specifically women's, rights. How can one say "I hate abortion, and it should be banned" only to say five minutes later "Contraceptives should also be banned as they are a sin". Is that helping anything? They can't just tell people not to have sex and expect people to listen. One would think that if they are so worried about how terrible abortion is, they would at least support making contraceptives more accessible/affordable for people rather than making it okay for a pharmacist to REFUSE to fill a prescription for birth control based upon his or her religious beliefs. It seems so obvious to me. Some people have such ridiculous ideas in their heads that it's difficult to even live in a place where people THINK (do they?) so illogically. It makes me very angry that so many people want to take away sex/reproductive education only to replace it with "don't have sex" whilst sitting around wondering "How can we stop this teen-pregnancy/abortion problem?" One cannot complain about something when one is doing nothing to help. This really makes me angry, so I will stop now as being angry keeps me from saying what I'm trying to say in a way that would make any sense. In fact, this whole paragraph probably makes no sense.

My mom watches CNN all day about the hurricane survivors and everything that is going on down there, and I truly cannot stand it. It is quite frustrating to see all of those people stuck in such a terrible place with nowhere to go and nothing to do, all of it through no fault of their own. People are dying in shelters waiting for food/water supplies, and I think that is the saddest thing of all. They survive a hurricane, but they can't survive the aftermath. It's just awful, and I do not want to see it on the television all day. I think it is rather morbid to watch it all day commiserating over what is happening to those people. I feel that that is an inappropriate thing to do. Sympathy does not help anyone, does it? It does not feed them, anyway.

I find myself holding my tongue so often; it is so frustrating.

If I do not do something productive tomorrow, I might hurt myself. I hate sleeping all the time, but I am so flipping tired! How do I get so tired in the first place? I'd like to know as I do nothing which would cause such a thing. I am sleeping during the day most of the time, even if I go to sleep in the evening, and that prevents me from getting anything done as I can't do anything productive at four in the morning! I find it almost impossible to stay awake through an entire day. I have to take naps! It is also difficult for me to change my sleeping schedule as even if I take medication to go to sleep, I'll still need a nap a few hours after I wake which causes me to sleep most of the day. I have to fix this very soon as I do not intend to live in this house forever! Oh how horrible that would be!

I have watched Clockwork Orange about eight thousand times this week, and I am quite tired of it. One thing of which everyone can be sure, though, is that I have the entire film memorized.

My kittens are doing well. I think they are seven weeks this week. I have lost count. Charlie is still much smaller than Osiris, but he is very strong. He can climb out of the bin all by himself now.  

The end.

P.S. I am going to lock myself in my room and listen to lame, depressing music and/or music which is not depressing but reminds me of being depressed.

Now, it is the end.

Currently Listening
Amnesiac
By Radiohead
Knives Out
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

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Monday, June 06, 2005

 

What famous dinosaur are you?

The T-Rex who promotes dental hygiene

You encourage children to brush their teeth at least twice a day in the public service announcement which promotes dental hygiene. You are unrealistic because you are physically capable of using a toothbrush.

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